When things come to the place where we have to face the truth
And the truth was different from one you had in mind
It hurts
It hurts because the truth was I am the one to be blamed for what happened
Never did I knew what I did was too much,
Until a close friend tells me so.
Thinking back of the past,
Everything they said were true
One who once treated me as a best friend,
I changed so much and was horrible to him
My heart that seek perfection and moves towards it
Has gave me too much confidence and do horrible things
I wanted to be better than my rival,
But I didnt know I was walking in his shadows

Short-Term Plannings

Finish Spm
Bday!!
Party Peoples~!
Movies!
Shopping!
Fun Fun Fun All day long
Vacation!
Sports!
Gym!
Camp!
Friends Forever!
Work..

End Of Secondary School Life

Continue on Life..
And Studies..

Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I dont want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just dont want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

Ever?

There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass
This feeling is miserable
Ironic as it seems
I used to tease my friends for falling in love

I saw her,
There was a rush of adrenaline
There was a glance
There was a loser..

The support they gave,
I failed them all
All it takes is one step
Yet,My feet felt rooted to the ground

A wise friend once told me,
You have to make that first step
Or you'll feel miserable for the rest of ur life
Grow some balls.

She was RIGHT there and,

I lost this golden opportunity
Miserable I get
Melancholic I felt
Pathetic I am

If there is another bridge of fate upon me,
I'll be sure to take it
Love is crazy,
But worth it

Humanity

Let's all work hard
For those who placed hope in us
Let go of all those hatred within
Set free your heart
Find a direction in life
Do your best to achieve your goals
Make good effort of your duty of a student
You'll see the world as a better place

Everyone is perfect in their own way
-Judge yourself before judging others
You are Perfect
But not everyone sees it the way I do

Nothing is ever too late
but You're late for nothing

Start being part of the society

Pictures That Matters Recently

Everything's been In Your hands
I visited a new field and was wondering if i should move over,
And you swiped the old one away for me,
Making the new field my only option

All my life,
I've never realy appreciate something precious until i lose it,

λύκος
-Is this realy my nature?



Bet noone's got a clue what im talking about

Boring Day

Walao..
First time in months my saturday turned out to be so boring..
Woke up early in the morning and all I did was HoN-HoN-HoN-HoN
Luckily got Win Meng,Lek n Zhu pei me fat mou in HoN today,haha
Today's Badminton was canceled cause Kenny n Wai Mun forgotten about it..
And Kzai went to a wedding dinner..
Oh well,
I'm just hoping Lek's going to tell me there's basketball later
I hate it when my Saturday is so boring

看着她被她男友骗,
我却帮不了她...
对不起,
I tried my best...

Yesterday,went mamak at night with kenny,adrian n wai mun
Then kenny suddenly call gao vivian n play her = =
Keep ask him stop he keep run - -
Then vivian think I pakat with kenny play gao her
Now the vivian du 9 lan me jor,at her blog write banyak banyak tahi
Haih..mou dun dun let ppl diao..
But vivian also geh,
Small gas dou lar...
A bit a bit then like rape jor her like that
Still want blame gao me tim
Then very 毒 like that scold 'Sohai,fucker,nerd,bastard,bitch,asshole,etc etc'
But she say she dont like ppl use badword de wor,y she scold until so lan geng de?
Always tell me 'dont make me slap you','want fight?suk chun?'
But everytime i call you,you sure dont answer the call ^^
You're realy cute,the way u call us 'Childish'
Maybe it's cause you find actions like'not answering calls,swearing badwords like a god behind ur mobiles n pc and avoiding us in school' realy matured
Oh yeah,u're so matured that ur not even smiling now,are you?
Get a life =)
Be happy

Ps:I like the way u curse me so much in C-box n blog ^^ How about u try doing it in reallife instead?I'll love it very much,the way u make me smile,especialy when u mention the word CHILDISH

都没东西写...只是
今天zai-zai们都一起去看戏
玩的很开心，
永远都是着样开心看到他们
在那儿见到 Justine 和　Victoria
很久没跟他们俩接通了，
感情都没那么好了，
我们的channel都不大一样了　＝（


假期来了，
我却没plan =/


＇I hate peoples who ddly say hate dont like peoples who uses badwords but their own blog FULL of badwords =( '

Save Me

I'm going crazy

Safe me please!

I need to see that smile again!

She's like my personal brand of ecstasy

A day without her

It's like a smoker without a lighter for 10 years

One Look from her

Makes me worry nothing in this world

One smile from her

Seperates My Soul From My Body

Quiting Dota
Not playing HoN
No Mood
Just sports for god's sake
Damn Moody right now..crap!
I freaking hate emoing,
But here I am now,
Depressed-
Sad-
Tired-
Sick of everything-

Wednesday

It's my only weekday off tuition

I coulda done lota things today,Sports,Hang Out At Desa,Visit Kzai's house or even more

But due to my lack of sleep,i spent my entire day on the bed!

I'm giving Lek the blame for making me Dota with him every night

When I woke up from my slumber,I reached out to feel my clock

It shows 6.30pm

I've been in wonderland for 4 hours

And I had 4 missed calls

Lek:'Dota'

Kzai:'Yam cha'

Wai Mun:'Badminton'

Cousin:'Roller This Saturday'

To satisfy all of them,i had to rush my time

Dota-ed with Lek from 7-8

Yam Cha with Kzai n Mun from 8-8.20

Then Enjoyed badminton with Mun and Kzai from 8.20-10.00pm

After that,Kzai suggested a brilliant idea(for once,lol!)

We climbed up my cafe's rooftop(It's actualy forbidden)

Kzai then called Nicholle down to the cafe to pull a prank on her

When she reached the cafe,she called my phone,asking where are we

We stucked our head out and saw her standing near the pool and giggled

'I'm here,where are you?Did u go to the wrong cafe?'

She then turned around and saw us on the rooftop,she looked pissed for a split second,haha

We felt a bit guilty when we saw her emotion,so

We quickly climbed down and chat with her,

I was kinda quiet today though,Sleepy-Tired And a bit Emo =(!

Confessing My Deepest Secrets These Days

Keeping track of time,I think I've been Single for 2 Months

It wasn't so bad,I'm a free man this way =)

But recently,I've encountered a new phenomena

It spells 'L-O-N-E-L-Y + M-I-S-S-I-N-G M-Y E-X-S'

It's strange,I've forgotten them,I've moved on my life

But recently,I'm wondering how are they doing...

From the looks of their blogs,It seems like some guys are crazy over them and trying to woo them

Seriously,I'm a bit jealous =p

BUT

Regardlessly,It's good to know that you guys are still Fine =)

A Visit

'Once a friend,forever a friend'
It's been a while since i've visited wai mun's house
I took the oppurtunity today when I had tuition
My visit started with a drink at mamak,as usual
Kzai,Claudia,Wai Mun,Angelica and Su Ying was there too
I was suprised to see Claudia there,
It's rare for her to come over
After the sip,we went up to mun's house
We watched Rush Hour 2 there
It's an old show,but never fails to make me laugh again

,

Later then,adrian joined us
Cosplay was our next stop
What's cosplay?
A Cyber Cafe

I reached home at 10pm
By the time i took a good look into the mirror,
I noticed my eyes are sore






My school's going to hold a ceramah for physics tmr
Better get some rest before i fall asleep during the ceramah
Night Peoples

14th July 2009

At 6.00am..
Mom:Do you want to school today?
Me :No...hand hurts...
Mom:Okay,study when u wake up ya
Me :Ennnnn

Lolx,my mom let me ponteng school today without screaming at me O_O
Maybe It's going to snow in Malaysia soon
Haha



At 5.00pm..
Changed to get ready for tuition and had some extra time..so I

Took a photo of myself xD!


At 11.58pm


Enjoying myself with music and b33r XD!
A friend just broke up =((
I feel sad for him..
Somehow,his broke up triggered my brain..
Spm's coming and prom night is right after that..
And my princess isn't here yet..
Haha
Doesn't matter!
I believe she'll be here when the right time comes =))


Alright,
Time to hit the bed,
Night peoples

To you

Saw your blog =)
Seeing that ur not disturbed by my message makes me feels a lot better
I guess there's someone in your heart now
Wish You Luck

Those memories in the house
Im sorry I cant make them vanish

But I'll keep them in my heart
Cause that's a proof of someone in my heart in the past

Life is strange sometimes
Haha
閉ざされた眸で　何を求めてる
What Am I seeking with my eyes closed?

One Chance
One Memory
One Song:
'伍思凯 - 特别的爱给特别的你'
The End

17 June 2009

School's reopened
Hate it..
Im going to graduate soon =p
But I still have college..Right?..
Starting to feel the fear of SPM now
What if i couldnt get 4 credits ?
I should start working hard from now =)
But from where?lol

Been listening to 张震岳 - 爱我别走 a lot these days
Dont misunderstand
It's just cuz I love the song
No other hidden reasons behind it =p

Kzai asked me to go to his house and swim today
Adrian,Claudia,Wai Mun,Kzai,Chyan,They're all there!
I wanted to go but my mom asked me to help her cook TT
It's been a long time since she cooked for us =D

Today's a pretty boring day,
Kenny didnt come to school,
I was practically alone in class =(
Time to brighten up my mood a bit
Im going to retire from being a librarian soon,
Yay!!
Hate being one,Steals my precious recess away from me
Shhhh,Dont tell Pn Wong

Time For An Update =p

Been So So So busy these days =p
Dont have much time to update my blog haha
How are you guys?
Having Fun with your holiday?=)

Just pierced my ears today haha
Mom dont realy like it =/
Gives a bad impression to other ppls
But it doesnt realy matter as long as 'u' like it =)

Alright It's late now,
Im going off to bed
Tata,
Sweet Dreams everyone

Long time No update jor

Today,
Went to ying house haha ^^
Zai zai sure diu sei me,i fong fei gei say follow go genting xDDD

Hmm..
ying ying ying ying..
I hope u dont mind what i told u today xD
Just want you to know I'll always love you here =3
If there's anything ur not happy about,
Please tell me about it ma
I'll be sure i'll try my best to fix it

Okay?=)

Tagged By ViViAn AND Rachel

1. Bsides you lips, where is the favourite to get kissed?
-Uhm..Neck?Lolx

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-Bloody hell,I wanna skip school but I cant = = Damn test

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
-Adrian?Haha

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
-Damn right! xD

5. Will you ever donate blood?
-Depends on my mood

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-Yeap!

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
-No,That's just bad

8. What does your last text message say?
-They're finally back together!

9. What are you thinking right now?
-Will I ever be able to get my contact lens?(Sorry vivian xDD)

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
-Of course <3

11. Who was the last person who text you?
-My sweetheart


TEN lucky person to do this quiz
[1]Vivian
[2]Rachel
[3]Ying Ying
[4]Susu Ying
[5]Ryee
[6]Shawn
[7]Claudia
[8]Kenny
[9]Suet Li
[10]Xiao Yii



15. Who is no.3 having a relationship with?
- = = Mee >
16.Is no.2 a male or a female?
-Both,I guess,LOL just joking xD female,female!

17. If no.4 and no.1 get togehter, would it be a good?
-I imagined them together once before,but it's still CRAZY!

18. What is no.10 studying about?
-No idea =p But she's a realy realy good girl

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
-Recently,Duh

20. Is no.4 single?
-Absolutely NOT,Dont even think of it =p

21. Say something about no.2
-We've been through quite a lot together =3 Miss the good times

22. What do you think about no.7 & no.8 being together?
-Quite a good pair actualy,too bad it will NEVER NEVER NEVER be realised

23. Describe no.9.
-Has a heart of an angel ^^

24. What will you do if no.5 n no.7 fight?
-I'll support them!Fight!Fight!FIGHT! Lol,just kidding >
25. Do you like no.1 ?
-Yeah,She's a good friend

So complicated

Woohoo~!
Went to celebrate rachel's bday at kepong jusco yesterday~
Was fun ^^
What a perfect event to refresh myself from the stress of my exam xDD

Aiya,eye hurts,damn con lens
Today skip tuition xD(2days le!swt)
Who Do I love?
I love Her,Her and Her :-p

Hardened Soul

-Deleted-

5-20

Today is a Special day
That carries a Special hidden message
So I wrote this Special article
For a Special person

Bad Monday

Tough day..
Bio paper sucks
Slept for an hour during the test,haha!
Had to clean up the mess in my class after that,haih!

Bcuz of that,
I got out of school late..
A habit made me turn my head and I saw,
An angel as usual,
Sitting in the Same Spot
With the Same Smile
And the aura that makes me Smile

The urge of walking to you was so tempting
However,my transport arrived...
If only I came out 5 minutes earlier?
So ADDICTED To You Now

Is this love?

This feeling is driving me crazy..
You're so close but it feels so far..
It's so complicated
It makes me go nuts
I dont think about you much
But I miss you
You dont pop up in my mind all the time
But..
When I see others holding hands
I would always think of you

I wasn't infactuated on our first meeting
I wasn't addicted cause 'she' asked me to go after you
I thought Im better off single
It's just so strange

Since when,
Did I start missing you so much?
Since when,
Did I start dreaming of you?

I can only think of one reason..
That day when our eyes met..

I remember your smile that morning..
It was so sweet and lovely..
It melted my heart..
It made me feel
IN LOVE

It's late now..
And raining too..
Sleep well
Keep your blanket tight
Dont get a cold =)