Is this love?

This feeling is driving me crazy..
You're so close but it feels so far..
It's so complicated
It makes me go nuts
I dont think about you much
But I miss you
You dont pop up in my mind all the time
But..
When I see others holding hands
I would always think of you

I wasn't infactuated on our first meeting
I wasn't addicted cause 'she' asked me to go after you
I thought Im better off single
It's just so strange

Since when,
Did I start missing you so much?
Since when,
Did I start dreaming of you?

I can only think of one reason..
That day when our eyes met..

I remember your smile that morning..
It was so sweet and lovely..
It melted my heart..
It made me feel
IN LOVE

It's late now..
And raining too..
Sleep well
Keep your blanket tight
Dont get a cold =)